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Friday, October 14, 2011

4wks on the journey

4WKS AGO..MORNING OF SURGERY FINAL HEAVY WEIGHT PIC


AS I TAKE ANOTHER STEP UPON THE JOURNEY TO THE NEW ME..I TAKE ONE MORE GLIMPSE BACK AT THE DAYS OF THE PAST. AND THEN TAKE ANOTHER STEP FORWARD INTO THE FUTURE. I LOOK UPON MY CALENDER TO REALIZE THAT 4 WKS TODAY I WAS SITTING IN UVA HOSPITAL WAITING TO BE TAKING INTO TO SURGERY FOR MY GASTRIC BYPASS. 4WKS TODAY THE GODDESS WOKE UP UP AFTER THAT SAME SURGERY AND BREATHED NEW LIFE INTO ME TELLING ME GENTLY INTO MY EAR, "MY CHILD, YOUR JOB IS NOT DONE, IT IS TIME FOR YOU TO BE REBORN FROM THE ASHES, AWAKE AN STAND AT MY SIDE ON YOUR JOURNEY TO A NEW LIFE." AND 4WKS AGO TODAY I TOOK THE FIRST STEP TO RIDDING MYSELF OF ALL THAT IS NOT SUPPOSE TO BE ON THIS PATH WITH ME. SO AS I REACH MY 4 WK MARK TODAY. I STILL AM HEALING UP INTERNALLY, I'M ON REGULAR FOOD, I'VE LOST WEIGHT THAT I WILL NOT DISCLOSE ON FB, TWITTER, OR IN MY BLOG JUST , AND I WORK HARD TO STAY POSITIVE AN FIND AN DISPLAY THE TRUE ME. SO ON THIS DAY I HOPE EVERYONE TAKES A POSITIVE STEP ON THERE JOURNEY WERE EVER IT TAKES THEM. AN MERRY MEET, MERRY PART, MERRY MEET AGAIN. BLESSED BE

Sunday, October 9, 2011

the journey to a healthier me....gastric bypass...3wks 2days post op

well it has been a little over 3 weeks since i underwent one of the most major surgeries a person can endure. I dixiewitch had a gastric bypass. 3 wks later. im still struggling to get close to being able to ingest 4oz of solid food. (well blended food or soft food) but has found ways to get my protien in. healing process has been a tough one. recently learning that type two diabetics even if sugars are maintained they still struggle an have slower healing times than the average non diabetic. so my outer skin is healing very well. but my insides are very tender in places. also i have had many food allergies, many difficulties with foods that i once could eat but now are not able to tolerate anymore. an each time i suffer with a nausea issue or bad food tolerance issue that results in not keeping food down. my insides seem to become more na more tender. an irritated. due to the fact that narcotic medications can cause constipation an addiction. i chose not to take the medications they tell me to unless i am in unbearable pain that i have no choice. all i know is that this is a new journey. an i am not looking back. staying positive. moving forward. and gonna do my best to live my life to the fullest. an give my life a second chance to become the woman i know i should be.

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