Saturday, May 12, 2012

what do you see deep inside



WHAT DO YOU SEE DEEP IN SIDE WHEN YOU LOOK IN A MIRROR,
DO YOU STAND IN DISGUST, DO YOU STAND IN SHAME
DO YOU LOOK INTO IT, WITH A LIST OF PEOPLE YOU WANT TO BLAME.
WELL ONE OF THE HARDEST THINGS IN LIFE TO DO...
IS TO TRUELY SEE YOURSELF AND YOUR CORE IN A MIRROR.
SEE YOUR OWN PAST, YOUR OWN FLAWS, YOUR OWN WRONG DOINGS.
THE HARDEST THING IS TO LOOK DEEP INTO YOUR OWN EYES
AND TO ACKNOWLEDGE THAT NOT EVERY SINGLE THING IS TO BE BLAMED ON OTHERS.
IT IS A HORRIFIC AND FRIGHTENING THING THAT A STRONG PERSON  MUST DO.
BUT AT SOME POINT YOU REALLY MUST DO IT.
NOW YOU MAY WONDER WHY I AM TALKING ABOUT THIS.
ITS PLAIN AND SIMPLE. LIFE IS HARD. LIFE IS MADE OF TWIST AND TURNS.
THINGS THAT WE SUPPRESS, CAN AND MOST LIKELY WILL ONE DAY
COME TO THE LIGHT AND IF YOU HAVE NOT COMPLETELY DEALT WITH IT.
IT CAN DEVASTATE YOU ALL OVER AGAIN.
THE GODDESS DOES NOT GIVE YOU ANYTHING THAT SHE KNOWS YOU CAN NOT HANDLE.
THE GODDESS ONLY ALLOWS SOME THINGS TO SURFACE IF SHE THINKS YOU ARE IN A PLACE MENTALLY THAT YOU CAN BOUNCE BACK FROM THEM IN SOME POINTS.
AND EVEN IF IN THE BREIF MOMENT YOU THINK ...OMG THE GODDESS WAS SOO WRONG.
SHE IS NOT. SHE KNOWS YOU TO YOUR CORE. SHE KNOWS HOW WEAK YOU ARE.
SHE KNOWS HOW TRUELY STRONG YOU ARE.
SHE HAS FAITH IN YOU AND KNOWS WHEN YOU WILL RISE FROM THE ASHES ONCE MORE.
SO MY DEAR ONES..KNOW THIS. AT SOME POINT YOU MUST STOP DENYING THAT THE ISSUES IGSIST. YOU HAVE TO STOP SUPRESSING THE PAIN YOU SUFFER. ONE THING TO REMEMBER. IF THE PREDITOR HAS NO REMORSE TO YOU BUT HAS IT TO OTHERS. WORD OF ADVICE. ANYONE THAT IS NOT HUMAN AND ADULT ENOUGH TO APPROACH YOU IN GOOD FAITH AND WITH TRUTH AND HONESTY AND ASK FOR FORGIVENESS. THEN PLEASE DO NOT SUPPRESS IT. IT WILL SURFACE AGAIN. AND ALL THE PAIN THAT YOU ONCE SUPRESSED WILL BE EXTREMELY PAINFUL.

SO EACH DAY. WALK YOUR WALK, FACE YOURSELF. LOVE YOURSELF. HEAL FROM WHAT HAS HAPPENED. AND HONESTLY DO NOT ALLOW OTHERS TO STARTLE YOU YOUR PATH AND JOURNEY. LOVE AND LIGHT TO YOU. BLESSED BE

1 comment:

  1. Thank you for posting this. It is something that a lot of us probably do not think about. We think that the past is the past, but the goddess does grant as moments where we must face those feelings again. I hope that one day soon I will be able to face myself in the mirror and be able to look past the things I have gone through and fully accept them. Blessed Be my sister, you are a good friend. I wish you strength, and love from the goddess.

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